well this goes after readin my beloved blog, and only one thing is in my mind now, very bad sadness,first u dun regret something becoz of a situation tat means just improper event tat occurs out of many coincidence, yes i agree, i did the wrong thing by askin u to meet me, but i did call u and told u i will be goin back semb n ask u no need to come, but u say nvm, tat time my mum haven say comin to meet me, if she nv come we would have happily goin to somewhere, b4 meetin them for dinner, how would i knoe too tat they will come, ok i can avoid tat its not my wrong, but really, its something like a birthday lunch rite? then y sprout those stupid things out? its wat tat bothered me for long, i understand i was abit quiet, but i still look at u, dun u see?? glad tat u have made up yr mind, after readin yr blog, i only knew one thing, in my heart its ever so painful, for u to tell them sry, sorry i have made the wrong choice since u say so i guess they will be comin back to u showin concern and same thing happen again n again, its true i knoe how u felt tats y i still ingore them , i only put food in yr plate, i know i wrong i apologize, when u wrong i forgive u with smile, but when i need some consideration from u well great, everytime messed up, after readin yr blog, it really sadden me too much for me to enjoy my birthday, i wasnt showin u attitude i was warnin my mum not to talk anymore, plz think i started talkin to u, not to my mum, they aint shock hearin yr n lvl, they tot u repeated second time, they scolded me just now, gd for u to show every single emotion at yr blog, correct my dear, i am treatin u very badly, keith n alvin treat u much more better than me, ty for yr everything, birthday present u keep, i dun need anything from anyone for my birthday, disappointed with yr big reaction, really sorry for my wrong part, but all i have said u still feel hurt, i guess u are rite, maybe keith n alvin still loves u after so long a time, u feel/think they will treat u better with everything, then if they still loves u, u have a chance aint u??? , this time round, on my birthday eve, i am feelin like a idiot, yes a very stupid one......
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
12:57 AM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
haiz...... long story, my ai ai sick today becoz yesterday she ran in the rain with me yesterday, damn it, she bath in different toilet as me, i didnt notice she didnt on the heat supply, .........
SHE BATH IN COLD WATER AFTER A RAIN!!!!
... . .. . . . shes havin fever today 38.5 , i blame myself for being a idiot, argh next time must check her heater before let her go bath, ai ai if u are reading this, sorry hor T_T lucky yesterday i gave u a cup of coffee before letting u go oink oink , just now go see doctor take medicine must rest well, dun go to school tomolo,
hope u get well soon
[x] togetherr foreverr `-//*
1:12 AM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
